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- Books read to end of April 2026, part half of two: 45

39. Paying Guests, by EF Benson, 1929, novel, 4/5

Not as good as Mapp and Lucia, obv, but a similar comedy of manners on a smaller scale and featuring the residents of a superior guesthouse in a 1920s spa town, including far too much detail about the game of bridge, a pop at the cult of Christian Science, a grumpy retired colonel, and happy lesbians ever after. This is a 3.5/5 read for me but I've awarded Benson 4/5 for effort in successfully publishing a lesbian romance with a happy ending in 1929.

I borrowed what appears to be an entirely unauthorised reprint, which contains no copyright information, and fails to credit the cover image, and has a blurb on the back that sounds as if it was written by an international English speaker:
"The story is set around the Wentworth mention" [sic - mansion / pension?] "and its owners and lodgers, usual and recognizable [sp.] Benson's characters [sic]. They are quite unlikable, mainly upper-middle-class English people who came to the Spa to cure their body illnesses [sic], but also to fill the time and escape boredom despite having no passions, interests and work." [/don't hold back, just tell it like it is, lmao]

41. Secret Lives, by EF Benson, 1932, novel, 5/5

If Paying Guests is actually The Lesbian One then this is almost The Gender-Swapping One. A working class spinster is moving up the social ladder through her own hard work and with the assistance of her profit-focussed German publisher, her unWodehousian butler, and a newspaper gossip columnist who isn't what s/he seems. Raises Benson's very versatile flag in territory somewhere between his own Mapp and Lucia, the Jeeves stories, and popular "women's" fiction. This is subtler, more humane, and less viciously satirical than Benson's in/famous earlier novels about social climbing. The author amuses himself, and us, by repeatedly showing that lowbrow populist romantic adventure novels are beloved of socially useful types such as tradesmen and servants, while being mocked by those of a more exclusive social class who aspire to a higher culture despite failing to put in the work necessary for intellectual achievement. There is a perhaps surprising depth in this exploration of the value and ethics of literature, but Benson's novels are often more complex than I remember them and sometimes deeper too. I continue to admire his intricate plotting.

The fictional novel title Julian Beltravers is, of course, a parody of Ernest Maltravers (earnest bad-traverse) by Edward Bulwer Lytton.

Heart's Queen is possibly Queen of Hearts by Wilkie Collins, but there are other contenders, although: "I’m sick to death of novels with an earnest purpose. I’m sick to death of outbursts of eloquence, and large-minded philanthropy, and graphic descriptions, and unsparing anatomy of the human heart, and all that sort of thing."

Couldn't identify Amor Vincit, unless it's Robert Benchley's Love Conquers All which I don't know enough to judge, but love of various kinds does conquer in Secret Lives. And Benchley's humour could have appealed to Benson, "After an author has been dead for some time, it becomes increasingly difficult for his publishers to get out a new book by him each year."

Three quotes )

Hikago Day

May. 5th, 2026 06:53 pm
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HONDA:
Waya, d'you mind if I come to your Saturday study group?
My sensei doesn't have a group on Saturdays.

WAYA:
Sure. You can all come.

NASE:
Honda and Komiya are strong players, but I'd just slow you guys down.
I'd hate to do that...

WAYA:
How are you gonna get better thinking like that?

- Chapter 130 of Hikaru no Go

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Some things I've been watching lately:

* Evangelion 3.0: You Can (Not) Redo - The third of the Rebuild of Evangelion movies. It's been so many years since I watched the first two, I have practically no memory of what happened. But this movie drops us into middle of the action along with Shinji, who also has no memory of what happened, so I guess it was fine. Anyway, it delivered exactly what I wanted from an Eva movie: dramatic action sequences, emotionally intense confrontations, even more emotionally intense silences, convoluted apocalyptic mythology, Eva Units unleashing their monstrous side, and lots of Kaworu. (There was even "Ode to Joy".) I could have used less of Shinji making bad choices, but I guess if you put a traumatised teenager into a giant robot, you can't be too surprised. I'm still not sure I understand the entire plot, but that's what I expect from Eva too.

* Star Trek: Starfleet Academy - Star Trek is one of the canons of my heart, but I've never been excited about the idea of a Starfleet Academy show. I mean, cadets go to classes? Maybe take exams? I was so wrong. It turns out how you hook me is to set it in the far future - a thousand years from now - when the galaxy is emerging from an era of chaos and destruction. Starfleet is trying to rebuild itself and the Academy is teaching a new generation, who are the hope of the future. I love the mentors who remember the best of how we can be, and the young people trying to discover who they are and what they stand for. It feels so relevant to our world today, which is a torch that Star Trek has always carried. I loved Season 1. I'm excited for Season 2. And I'm gutted Paramount has already decided there will be no Season 3.
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I did it! All my bugs (affectionate) are on Miitopia island!

All the Miis on My Tomocachi Life 2 island, lined up in rows for a photo

(Well, almost all of my bugs; there are 5 slots reserved for the In Stars In Time protagonists, because I know I'll wanna put them in after I get around to finishing the game. And then there are six more empty slots for surprise entries or island kiddos)

I guess I can list them all? From left to right in the pic above:

Row 1 (bottom row):

Dami [Me!]

Sabrina [Original Character]

Kamek [Super Mario]

Oliver [Original Character]

Sean [Original Character]

Lucas [Original Character]

Selena [Original Character]

Kaitlynn [Original Character] 

Victoria [Original Character] 

Kayla [Original Character] 

Fiona [Original Character] 

Tia [Original Character] 

N.I.C.O.L.E. [Original Character] 

Vega [Original Character] 

Vera [Original Character] 

Row 2:

Denda [Original Character] 

Gora [Original Character] 

Mario [Super Mario] 

Luigi [Super Mario] 

Peach [Super Mario] 

Bowser [Super Mario] 

Bowser Jr [Super Mario] 

Rosalina [Super Mario] 

Pauline [Super Mario] 

Kammy [Super Mario] 

ZombieCleo [MCYT]

Joe Hills [MCYT] 

FalseSymmetry [MCYT] 

RenDog [MCYT] 

Row 3:

Dr. Legundo [Vampires SMP] 

MoonIntensity [MCYT] 

AvidMC [MCYT] 

Madison [Island-born RenCleo child]

Bruce Banner [Marvel]

Tony Stark [Marvel]

Garnet [Steven Universe]

Fi [Legend of Zelda]

Hyrule [Linked Universe]

Time [Linked Universe]

Wild [Linked Universe]

Sky [Linked Universe]

Warriors [Linked Universe]

Row 4:

Wind [Linked Universe] 

Four [Linked Universe] 

Legend [Linked Universe] 

Twilight [Linked Universe] 

Marina [Splatoon]

Frye [Splatoon]

Nonny [Bubble Guppies]

Zooli [Bubble Guppies]

Dr. Paige [Rhythm Doctor]

Ian [Rhythm Doctor] 

Lucky [Rhythm Doctor] 

Adeline [Fields of Mistria]

Row 5 (top row):

Reina [Fields of Mistria] 

Maru [Stardew Valley]

Laurice Cuntz (transfem!Larry Butz) [Ace Attorney]

Silver the Hedgehog [Sonic the Hedgehog]

All the Miis on My Tomocachi Life 2 island, standing in arcs in a clover field, looking at the camera above them for a photo

Also since I took these pictures another island kiddo was born — Lee, Oliver and Sean's kid!

And yes, I racebended a lot of the blorbos, lol. In admittedly a pretty clumsy way for the most part, but I wanted the number of white people here to be at a minimum, dangit.

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Happy Star Wars Day! I had high hopes this year of finally getting around to playing Knights of the Old Republic (2003) which is considered one of the best Star Wars games ever made. But sometime in mid-April I had to concede that I did not have time to do that, so instead I decided to replay Rebel Assault, a rail shooter from 1993 that I played a lot as a kid. It is, uh... not considered one of the best Star Wars games ever made.

gruff man in flight suit informs the player that he doesn't like hotshots
You might be in the wrong galaxy, then

In Star Wars: Rebel Assault, you play as a humble moisture farmer from Tattooine who becomes a pilot fighting for the Rebellion and eventually blows up the Death Star. But you're not Luke Skywalker because of... reasons. I guess it's like a self-insert AU where YOU get to vanquish the Empire instead of Luke? But there's no character customization except that you can choose whether your character, "Rookie One", is male or female. I always picked female because even at age eleven I found the male voice acting unbearably hammy.

More on Star Wars: Rebel Assault )

A great deal of what I have just said is based on my childhood memories of the game and not on my recent attempt to revisit it, which was largely stymied by not really being able to get it to work. I mean, it runs! But on modern hardware the controls are somehow both barely responsive and wildly oversensitive—you try to steer and it's like nothing, nothing, nothing, BAM into the wall—and none of my troubleshooting efforts made much of a difference. I see from reviews I am not the only one who has this problem. The game probably needs a patch, and quite possibly nobody who has the skills cares enough to put in the effort. Oh well.

I got the game in a bundle with the sequel, 1995's verbosely named Star Wars: Rebel Assault II - The Hidden Empire, so I figured I might as well try that one even though I never played it at the time. Surprise—this one actually works well enough to play it!!

first person POV of space battle above a planet where TIE fighters are targeted
Gameplay achieved!

More on Star Wars: Rebel Assault II - The Hidden Empire )

Both Rebel Assault games are available in a bundle on Steam and on GOG, currently on sale for $2.49 USD. And even at that price, be aware that unless you are some kind of retro software wizard, you're really only buying the sequel, because the first game is not in a playable state.

Guillaume le Conquérant

May. 4th, 2026 12:22 am
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Scooter and I finished up the Lord of the Rings trilogy with the extended edition of The Return of the King. (It's four and a half hours long, but we were committed to da bit.) Scooter doubled down on her Boromir-for-President position but admitted that Faramir was her favorite character in the series. I asked if she'd ever encountered the Internet Hot Take that the movies ruined, RUINED, Faramir's incorruptible character from the books, and she rolled her eyes with so much derision that I couldn't stop laughing.

The Two Towers (2002) -- A Legolas girl to an Aragorn woman to a Grima Wormtongue third thing.

The Return of the King (2003) -- On this rewatch, I enjoyed thinking about the color-grading choices made to distinguish between all the different subplots. (So many different subplots.)

The Jewish War: Book 7

May. 3rd, 2026 02:20 pm
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The last book!

Last week: Astrological phenomena and the star of Bethlehem. Messianic (?) prophecy about Vespasian. Brutality of the siege, and discussion of the law of war protecting prisoners from the enemy army (or lack thereof). Imperator.

This week: Book 7. Wrapping up of the war. The Masada fortress and group suicide (which I think is interesting to think about given the discussion we had a few books back). The temple of Onias. (Dedicated commment threads for both of these below, for anyone who wants to join in!)

Yay book club, thank you everyone!
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I've seen the occasional complaint about Tomodachi Life: Living the Dream, and a commonality between them as far as I can tell is about how repetitive the game is. Which...yeah? The previous game was a 3DS game you were supposed to pick it up and put it down in smaller bursts. We're all just freaks who are excited because it literally just released two weeks ago, lmao. Even in a silly game like this, there's still a mundanity of life here. People got mad when Animal Crossing New Horizons leaned into that, too, lol. I guess this series is niche for a reason XD

Actually, this got me thinking a little bit about repetition in general. For instance, personally I find most combat to be repetitive, and as such boring. You hit the enemy, the enemy hits you, over and over for some (sometimes unspecified!) amount of time. And if it goes longer than like 2 minutes I start getting mad, lmao. I have better things to do than this...! But I'm sure that opinion has way less legitimacy than this one because TomoLife is lifesim-ish and has a very different reputation because of that compared to, like, Tears of the Kingdom, lmao.

Anyway, I feel like in a lot of games you're generally doing the same thing over and over again, it's just disguised in different ways. Like, sometimes you're doing A and then AB and then ABC in layers, and sometimes you're doing A and B and C separately but swapping out often enough you don't notice it's just A and B and C, you know? Stuff like that. 

Above all else, though, I suspect it just comes down to whether you like the activity being repeated, lmao. I wish people would just say that and admit the game isn't to their tastes, instead of saying a game is bad because it's repetitive.

Belated April recs: 3 SGA classics

May. 3rd, 2026 10:24 am
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I was distracted last week because of exciting RL things and completely forgot about April recs. The first missed monthly rec post in over two years >.<

So, a quick one. I gave a short powerpoint presentation on my SGA fandom nostalgia in a Discord server recently (I joined SGA fandom almost twenty years ago, wow) and that reminded me of some SGA crack classics.

The Epic Tale of Rodney & John, Two Girl Scout Cookies In Love (The Pix or it Didn't Happen Remix) by [archiveofourown.org profile] Krim
0.4k + comic, John/Rodney, explicit cookie porn
Summary: Cookie porn, crumbs, strong language, extreme crackiness. Very image-heavy. No spoilers.
Why I love it: This is exactly what it sounds like and it's glorious. A classic.
Tragically I couldn't find a working link to the podfic/-video version by busaikko anymore, please let me know if you have one.

Stargate: Atlantis - The Post-Trinity phenomenon by [livejournal.com profile] iibnf
List of post-Trinity fics
Summary: [These are all McKay/Sheppard unless otherwise noted. This is not a list of recommendations, you can take it as a thematic list, instead. What I'm looking for is the classic Post-Trinity Mean John/Woobie Rodney concept, not other stories that may be set after Trinity but don’t deal with that particular issue.]
Why I love it: The Lemon Chicken Ratings list. A masterpiece.
Sadly a quick check showed that many links are no longer working, unsurprisingly, but even the list on its own is very much worth reading.

The Eternally Unnamed by [livejournal.com profile] lavvyan
John/Rodney, crack
Summary: Ketchup!John/Pea!Rodney: "Ketchup and peas don't go together."
Why I love it: Lavvyan has written a ton of beautiful crack but this might be my personal favorite.

I have a word document with links to SGA fanworks that's 14 pages long. I'm sure many links sadly don't work anymore but now I'm tempted to go through them again, reread a few more stories, maybe rec some... Always too much to read and not enough time.

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May. 3rd, 2026 02:38 pm
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Spring felt like it came on very suddenly this year - one week the grass turned green, the next the trees started putting out buds, and now there's dandelions everywhere. Not quite warm enough yet to start putting my plants in the ground, though.

Yesterday, Z drove me 2.5 hours to the Graf fitter, to whom I had shipped my skates for more adjustments. The plus side is that they did fit better. The negative side is that they needed yet more tweaking - the fitter was very apologetic about not being able to give me the skates back yet. Apparently, he took them off the stretcher because he was worried they would stretch too much, and on seeing me try them on, he realized that no, I do need as much space in the front as they can get me. He also told me that I wasn't lacing them right (not tightening the front), which affects how well the heel gets locked back, and gave me some tips to break them in even further on my feet once he ships them back. It was a bit disappointing to leave without them, but I'm glad he's putting so much time/effort into getting me the best fit possible.

On the ride, I read most of the way through Island of the Colorblind by Oliver Sacks, which is one part travelogue to remote Pacific islands, one part description of disorders that are highly prevalent in the isolated island populations he visited. I had heard of achromatopsia before, though I didn't realize it also came with other visual issues, and I liked that while Sacks didn't downplay the disabling effects of poor visual acuity and light sensitivity, he emphasizes how the people describing their achromatopsia enjoyed visual beauty in their way and seemed to be better at seeing things in some circumstances (such as stargazing). The travelogue sections get a bit more personal than the usual 'descriptions of beautiful places I traveled to during my research' you see in a lot of nonfiction books, and they're fun for the most part, except for when e.g. Sacks relates his Chamorro guide talking about how it's difficult for locals to visit their own family graves because they're on land occupied by a military base. He really delighted in the ecology of the places he visited, and I also liked the section where he very carefully describes taking kava.

I have also been reading a Japanese book I received for my birthday. There's a section early on where the author describes a trip she took to another country. This was in the late 60s, and she says it was not typical for Japanese women to travel abroad at the time. Not only that, but her students, friends, and relatives were imagining what terrible foreign dangers she might face and worried that she wouldn't return. She was going to Denmark.

Catching up, in bullet points

May. 3rd, 2026 04:06 pm
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I've been extremely busy, and consequently extremely tired, and haven't been around on Dreamwidth all that much in the past couple of weeks. Rather than one of my standard weekend wrap-up posts, I'm going to attempt to go through the various things that have been happening, in brief, in list form.

  • Two weeks ago, [personal profile] catpuccino came up to Ely to visit. She lives in London, we've known each other since the first day of high school, but what with one thing and another, I hadn't seen her in person since 2024. She's going through some tough stuff at the moment, so it was nice to be able to help her get away from all that for twenty-four hours, at least (and talk foodie things with someone who's even more plugged into that scene than I am).


  • Almost immediately after that, my father-in-law came over from Germany to visit for a week. He drove, and took the ferry, which meant he was a free agent, and could go out and do things while Matthias and I were at work, and he did catch up with some local friends a couple of times, but for the most part he seemed to just want to chill out in our garden, under the cherry trees. His regular daily life involves a lot of energetic grandchildren (my sister-in-law has three kids), and I think he viewed our place as something of an oasis of calm. My mother-in-law was the real Anglophile in the family — she came over to England on exchange as a teenager, fell in love with the place, and the two of them basically visited the UK almost once a year for their entire adult lives, barring the Covid years and my mother-in-law's increasingly fragile health. So coming back here alone after her death was a bittersweet experience for my father-in-law, stirring up a lot of complicated emotions, but I think he was pleased to have made the trip.


  • He left on Wednesday, and on that evening Matthias and I went to an author event with Andrey Kurkov, hosted by the local independent bookshop. (Ely is a sleepy small rural town, but it definitely punches above its weight in terms of literary events due to this fantastic bookshop.) He read from and chatted about his latest historical mystery novel (set in 1919 Kyiv), and answered audience questions with patience. (My favourite, somewhat left-field answer: '[In the final decade of the Soviet Union,] I graduated with a qualification in Japanese translation, and they wanted me to do my military service as a spy listening in to the Japanese in the Russian far east, but I didn't want to do this, since it would have prevented me from being allowed to leave the country. I asked my mother, who was a doctor, if she had any well-connected patients who could get me out of this, and one of her patients, who was a senior military figure, was able to instead transfer me to doing military service as a prison guard in Odesa. When the other guards found out I was a writer, one of them asked me to write his speeches for his meetings with the leadership, so I spent my military service reading propaganda magazines and rewriting the articles for him to reuse in his speeches.' This struck me as the absolute peak absurd Soviet experience.)


  • I've had a run of lots of timetabled, lecture-style teaching, which happens this time every year, but is always a bit exhausting: it's in a huge, echo-y wooden lecture theatre (when the students come through the doors, they slam loudly and make a massive amount of noise), it's to groups of 75 students, repeated three times to different groups, and it's with undergrads rather than the postgraduates and researchers I normally teach (who are a lot more work to keep focused), and I always feel completely flattened by the time the Friday class is over. The one nice thing is that these classes are in central Cambridge instead of out on the hospital site where I normally work, and I can buy decent food and coffee afterwards. I guess it's a good thing I don't normally work in that part of town, because I'd be so tempted to eat lunch out every day, and end up bleeding money.


  • I read Innamorata (Ava Reid), and with Reid I think at this point it counts as hate-reading, since my expectations are always so low, and they're always confirmed. This is her take on a gruesome gothic novel, complete with purple prose, and the literary equivalent of a child hopping up and down going 'look! look! did you see what I just did?' Did I see her obvious and intentional allusions to Mervyn Peake? Yes, yes I did. Am I shocked at all the gore, bodily fluids and shock value edginess? Shocked that I keep picking up Ava Reid books, maybe.


  • Then I read Almost Life (Kiran Millwood Hargrave) and Testament of Youth (Vera Brittain), and was a lot happier in my choice of reading material. The former is a novel about two young women who meet, hook up and fall in love in 1970s Paris, then go their separate ways, but continue to haunt and fall in and out of each other's lives, in a mess of intense emotions, difficult choices, and lost chances. The latter is both a memoir of the author as an individual (fighting the parental expectation to marry and instead attend Oxford as a young woman in the 1910s, then serving as a nurse in WWI and watching all the young men in her life be swallowed up into the maw of that terrible war), and a portrait of the absolute wrenching collective trauma experienced by her entire generation, and how impossible it was to go back to civillian life and go on living afterwards.


  • Then I read The Red City (Marie Lu), which had a great premise (clandestine underworld alchemist syndicates fight a global battle for dominance, operating much like real-world organised crime), and an absolutely wrenching depiction of intergenerational immigration trauma, but was written for absolutely no reason in third person present tense, which for me is the literary equivalent of someone chewing audibly near my ear. I only like present tense when it's used to evoke a sense of stream-of-consciousness-like immediacy, as if you're getting a glimpse inside a character's messy, unedited interior monologue (I prefer it much more in the first person), but when the whole story feels as if it could work perfectly fine in past tense, the use of present tense is distractingly grating.


  • Yesterday was Eel Day in Ely, which involves, among other things, a giant cloth eel on a frame being paraded through the town, trailed by an incongruous juxtaposition of local groups (think Morris dancers followed by a girls' rugby club, followed by musicians playing steel drums, followed by a Scout group, etc). We were in the market buying vegetables, so missed the actual parade, but did witness all these various participants marshalling in front of the cathedral beforehand. We did a quick swing around the stalls afterwards, but it was pretty hot, and we'd already eaten lunch, so we didn't stay long.


  • We watched the recent Wuthering Heights adaptation yesterday, and I regret to report that it was 90 per cent vibes and dramatic scenery, and I was not particularly impressed.


  • As it's a long weekend, there was a food and craft fair outside the cathedral today, and Matthias and I wandered around, eating lunch from one of the stalls, people- and dog-watching, before meandering on home, having picked up a box of macarons to eat over the course of the week with our tea and coffee.


  • We've made a start at booking tickets, etc for our summer holiday, which makes it start to feel a bit more real. I love the planning stage — investigating food, activities, transport, and so on, with the days of the holiday unfolding, and given greater shape.
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    I'm nervous about doing another of these log posts because when they happened somewhat weekly, it was massively depressing to have to drop them when the shit and the fan met for a torrid love affair... Yet here I am! Random stuff that doesn't feel particularly post-specific. I guess I just want to chat ;D

    General status/Last week:

    I not only discovered the "copyholder" function on Scrivener (basically an additional way to break down your screen, adding a little read-only window at the bottom of your editor pane), but also that you can show a previous snapshot in there. I'm doing A LOT of rewriting at the moment because I added a couple of subplots, and being able to restart a scene from scratch while having the copy of the previous version below + a preview of my bookmark of the updated scene outline in the Inspector side-pane is really super neat.

    Once again, I'm thinking I really should sit down with the Scrivener manual someday and have a good read. Then I remember it's nearly 800 page-long. But the number of times when I think "it would be really neat if..." for something small (or not!) and tadam! It's already somewhere in there! only ever increases.

    I'm enjoying this round of structural edits!! Obviously, it is only the beginning, and is going slowly. My pace tracker is saying at this pace, I'll probably be done at the end of December lolsob. But that's fine, I'm hoping that it'll pick up a bit once I find my feet with this new way of doing things.

    Additionally, something ultra cool that's happening is that I seem able to focus for longer periods than I have in a long time. I believe it's because I've done so much of the thinking work ahead of time and have such a detailed revision plan. A lot of the bigger questions already have answers, and it's about how to make it all fit into the current scenes (and a bunch of rewriting, clearly!) as well as a bit of puzzle solving as I move different character introductions and dialogues around. I think that'll calm down once we get past the intro chapters?? (Then there can be new types of problems XD)

    Projects:

    • Soul Thief structural edits!

    What's coming up next week?

    More structural edits, clearly :D And also I want to write to the folks who volunteered to beta the Cursed Witch to check if they're still up for it and confirm timelines. (Prepare thyselves!! >:D)

    Feel free to share your writing/creativity plans if any for the coming week, too, if you'd like! What's going on with you?

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    Continuing with 2018, this is a short, PWP ficlet I wrote about Rosita Bustillos and Waverly Earp, a pairing that had me obsessed back then (and that I remain very fond of).

    Title: chillin' in a hot tub.
    Fandom: Wynonna Earp.
    Character/Pairing: Rosita Bustillos/Waverly Earp.
    Rating/Warnings: E, none.
    Summary: It doesn't stop at the kiss.
    Word count: ~700-800.

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    Waverly felt light-headed and reckless and overwhelmed, but most of all, she felt on ecstasy.

    The kiss had been thoughtless. She was pissed and then she wasn't, and Rosita was there, beautiful and at peace and strangely wise. She seemed to get it, to have life all figured out.

    Kissing her was a no brainer. By which she meant, her brain had at no point been consulted in the decision made between the bubbles and the instant their mouths collided.

    It felt good. And Rosita didn't stop her, so she closed her eyes and didn't stop.

    It started softly; a quiet brush of their lips, a tentative hand cupping Rosita's face. Her hands traveled to Waverly's neck, a feather-like touch.

    Rosita moved away from the tub's wall, giving herself more space. Her knee grazed the inside of Waverly's leg, sending a shiver of concentrated heat through her whole body. She had to balance herself grabbing the ledge, barely suppressing the soft gasp that raised to her throat.

    After half a second of hesitation, Waverly decided to climb on Rosita's lap, pressing closer to her; she moved her hands down her chest, exchanging slow, seemingly eternal kisses. Rosita's hand grasped her hips, holding her in place.

    She leaned back, tentatively tugging at her bikini bottom with a questioning look in her eyes, and Waverly nodded quickly before diving back in, refusing to stop their kiss.

    Rosita pulled it down all the way to her knees, leaving her feeling wonderfully exposed. Waverly's breath grew quicker, her kisses more frantic, hungry, impatient.

    The brush against her clit —light, quick, almost hesitant— felt like a soft shock of electricity, and it made her gasp louder than she was comfortable with.

    She moved towards Rosita's hand, signaling to her what she wanted. Soon, those fingertips came back, caressing her clit, her labia, each time steadier and more confident.

    Rosita stopped the kiss, dragging a petulant whine out of her, until she started placing soft, wet kisses down her jaw; her neck; her shoulder.

    As she started giving her a hickey right above her breast, Waverly pulling lightly at her hair and digging her nails on her shoulder, she introduced one of her fingers, as tentative as her first touches. She circled it, pressing, and Waverly had to bite down on her own lips, hard, to prevent any possible noise. She pushed in a second one, and yet another one, curling them and pressing it just right, as she kept rubbing her clit with her thumb.

    Waverly remembered to open her eyes —she loved this moment. And somehow the look on Rosita's face, hyper-focused and —uncharacteristically, given the situation— serious, even more than anything else, was what finished building up her orgasm.

    A high whine left her lips, a little too loud, and Rosita's free hand quickly covered her mouth, suffocating the next ones, until it was over.

    She heard a soft thud, barely registering it in the back of her head. And it was then, with Rosita's fingers still inside her, when the guilt crashed into her, as if a dead cold knife stabbed her in the stomach.

    She saw an echoing, somehow more disenchanted and jaded, guilt-ridden look on Rosita's eyes.

    "We should—"

    "Yeah."

    They separated, incapable of looking each other in the eye.

    She pulled up her bikini, something that made her feel even dirtier than anything else they'd done.

    She climbed out of the hot tub and put on her bathrobe, trying to silence the ridiculous voice in her head talking about rudeness and reciprocation. 




    If once Shorty's had been like a second home to her —sometimes, a first home—, that night entering it felt like trespassing.

    Rosita was on the bar, cleaning it, with a glass and a half-full bottle next to her.

    She walked to her, reluctant, and sat a few chairs away.

    "Nothing happened," Rosita said, gently. "It'll be easier that way."

    She was probably right. Though she had the feeling it'd be a long time before she could forget everything Tucker said to her, while she still thought Rosita had been left to die on the floor.

    She had a million things she wanted to say, from apologies to thank yous; from promises of secrecy to questions about what it was like to be a Revenant, and how maybe they weren't that different in that regard.

    But the only thing she felt the strength to do was patting a second glass with her fingers, with what she hoped was an unguarded pleading look.

    For the first time since they came back from the spa, Rosita's shoulders relaxed, an easy smile expanding across her face, and maybe, maybe Waverly hadn't screwed everything up.

    Fanfic: the book of books

    May. 2nd, 2026 04:47 pm
    ravensilversea: Honkai: Star Rail Feixiao edit from her signature light cone I Venture Forth to Hunt (HSR 1)
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    Fandom: Honkai: Star Rail
    Author: [personal profile] ravensilversea
    Rating: T
    Tags: Modern AU, Drabble, Slice of Life, Libraries, Ambiguous/Open Ending
    Prompt: 2026 May Drabble Challenge Day 2: Demon
    Wordcount: 100
    Summary: March browses the shelves of her library

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    schneefink: by reeby10 (Hades 2 Melinoe)
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    I played a lot more Hades II and had a lot of fun. And I even finally got a Melinoe icon, look. (Still too lazy to type the dots on her name every time.)
    I finally got all achievements and fulfilled all prophecies, which is a good moment to finally post my run notes.

    Hades II, continued: #63+ )

    #70+ The Ending )

    #101: The Epilogue )

    #104+ Patch 2 )

    Wolf Worm by T. Kingfisher

    May. 2nd, 2026 01:48 pm
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    Wolf Worm

    3/5. Historical horror about an illustrator hired to draw insects for a scientist’s book. But something is up in the woods around his North Carolina home.

    Me: I’m reading T. Kingfisher’s bug horror.

    My wife: I don’t know if I can read that one. Report back.

    Me: I’m one-third in. It’s fine. She’s using some of the same moves I’ve seen her use before, gothic overtones, creepy staring animals. Nothing horrible has happened yet.

    Her, a day later: How’s the book?

    Me: You do not want to read this one under any circumstances.

    Her: …Ah.

    Yeah, I think I just do not like her horror. This is good at what it’s doing (insect horror, body horror) but it is just so over-the-top gross in a few places in ways that do not work for me. Her sensible spinster heroine is a highlight, as usual.

    Content notes: Hoo boy. Insects, torture, captivity, body horror, mind control.

    new event and new look

    May. 2nd, 2026 07:44 pm
    queenslayerbee: Laura Palmer at the end of Twin Peaks: Fire Walk With Me. She's in the red room with those curtains behind her, and the icon shows a close up of her face, illuminated by artificial light, as she has a huge, teary-eyed grin in her eyes. (Default)
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    First of all, in celebration of (finally!) getting to the end of Twin Peaks' decades-long tale, I got a new default icon of my best beloved girl: Laura Fucking Palmer.

    Second of all: in my community dedicated to femslash ships in the DC universe, after a little Self-Promotion event in April, I'm running an OTP weekend later in May, from the 22nd to the 24th. Everyone is welcome to participate!


    Image of two swans with their beaks together in semblance of a kiss. It's been edited so it looks like a difusse oil painting, and it largely contains white, blue, black and pink tones. It features the text "DCU FEMSLASH OTP WEEKEND."

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